Many people have been asking me how I'm doing in these days since Ellie's home-going. Usually I just say, "I'm ok but not ok." That's really the honest truth. I don't know if I'll ever be "ok" again. I have forever been changed by the events of the last 4 weeks. But at the same time, I'm "ok" because God is carrying me every step of the way, and I look forward to the day when I'll get to see my sweet #EllieLove again. I know she's in the best of hands until then. I trust that He has a bigger plan for us and for Ellie than what we may be able to see right now. Fair warning, this post will be a little long. I really hope you'll bear with me for a moment and keep reading to the end. I'd like to share a more detailed answer to the question of how I'm doing. Oftentimes God will use music to minister to me greatly. Selah has been one of my favorite artists for a long time because their music sp...
A blog about my personal journey grieving the loss of my infant daughter, Eleanor "Ellie" Love and subsequent pregnancy losses.